Nothing new. Just working to the point of exhaustion, coming home and sitting and staring at a screen or cross-stitch or my knitting loom, waiting to go to bed. At some point in there I do some housework and make some meals or go out and get groceries. On Tuesdays I go to counselling which is horrible and awful but I hold to process and hopeful end result. Seriously. I am so messed up.
Sleep continues to be a problem. I wake up every morning between 2:30 and 4:00 and can’t get back to sleep. It’s usually anxiety that wakes me up. So, I decided to get myself a weighted blanket. Will see how that works.
My cousin became a grandma again today. My daughter came over and I helped her with her income taxes and some medical form about 50 pages long because she has some health issues going on and needs genetic testing. I am not going to pull a Birdie and freak out but it’s worrisome. Life of a mom, right? Get pregnant. Worry about miscarrying. Worry there will be something wrong after birth. Then worry about pretty much every single thing for the rest of your life even after they become adults and move out.
That’s all I have right now. Not sure why I can’t seem to get into posting. Maybe because my life is incredibly boring and nothing ever happens.