Do you ever wake up in the morning so tired that all you want to do is go right back to sleep? That was me today. But I got up and went to work and felt miserable all day. It was hard to keep my eyes open. I’m hoping I did everything correctly. Mostly it is pain that is keeping awake. It is a 6 every single day and at times throughout the day a 7 or 8. Because it’s getting so bad, I called the pain clinic today to see when I can get in. They didn’t receive the referral from my doctor. I started to cry. How much longer do I have to put up with this? It will be 2 years in August. My MRI is a month away but I don’t know if I can wait that long. Okay, whine session over.
There was a 16 year old girl that went missing in our community two months ago. Police found her body yesterday. She had been murdered. This is the reason I don’t watch the news but it’s impossible to escape when something like this happens in a small community. It’s a case where there are no real parents in the picture. She was being raised by her grandmother. A lost soul. A hurting soul. And now she is dead. Who would do such a thing to a 16 year old girl? Life is so baffling at times.
I was going to end this negative post with something positive but I don’t have much today. I will be going to bed soon. My way of self-soothing, chocolate will be involved.