I am somewhat reluctant to post about my first dose of medical MJ. It went very well. Very well! No pain in my shoulder for the first time in a year and a half. I really didn’t know what to expect. The dose I was given was very low, at least that is what I was told. But, holy smokes did it pack a punch. Now, when I was growing up I was the epitome of a good girl. All my friends were good girls. We did not do drugs. We never even talked about it. I have never been stoned in my life. So for me taking a capsule with an apparent low dose was a first. All I can say is I had absolutely no anxiety. It was gone completely. And it has lasted for a couple days. It was like my anxiety meter was reset to zero. I woke up for work, no anxiety. This has not happened to me in years. Every morning is hell for me. Sometimes the anxiety is lower, other times so bad I cry getting ready. Over the years I have been on a plethora of medications. Wellbutrin, Zoloft, Serequel, Ativan, Prozac, Paxil to name a few. They all took the edge off but the anxiety was still always there, lurking. And right now? None. I am totally chill and relaxed and I didn’t take a thing today. Is this how you all people feel who don’t have anxiety? It’s like my brain has stopped being an 16 lane freeway and is a nice slow country road. Don’t misunderstand, I am not stoned at all. Just… not anxious. I will have to tweak the dose a bit, probably by half. It’s too strong. I don’t like feeling spacey. I don’t want to be stoned. I just want a reprieve.