Well, I got through my first day back at work and it wasn’t too horrible. It was an early morning. Work starts at 7:00 which is far too early for me but, oh well.
Last night I had my my dream of choice. (sarcasm) It is the one where I have endless gum stuck in my mouth. As soon as I take it out more appears. It is stale gum and I can’t talk.
To dream that you are chewing gum suggests that you are unable to express yourself effectively. You may feel vulnerable. To dream that you are unable to get rid of your gum suggests that you are experiencing some indecision, powerlessness or frustration. You may lack understanding in a situation or find that a current problem is overwhelming.
Hmmm. Ya, think? The last few
months years I have felt like my voice is least important No, it isn’t the last few years, it has been my whole life. It is only in the last few years where I am noticing my behaviour and how I defer to pretty much everyone in every situation. It is pathetic need to not create waves or upset anyone. It is an unhealthy need to never make anyone unhappy. Why? I don’t really know but I believe it all started with my biological father and doing whatever it would take to make him happy. The consequences of him being unhappy were dire. I learned from a young age to do what everyone else wanted. And now I am 44 and I hate being this way. Or, maybe the dream means nothing. Gum has always been one of my pet peeves. The sound, The smell. The look of chewing gum. I am not kidding. If my kids every chewed gum I made them go outside or into their bedrooms because it irritated me that much.
Back to work tomorrow. Time to start counting down to the election here in Canada. It is Thanksgiving weekend but I work right through. Thanksgiving is my favourite holiday so it is a bit of a drag. Oh, well.
In other news my car turned over to 222, 222 km. today. Didn’t get a picture Remember on June 6th (how could you not! *sarcasm*) when it turned over to 200, 000? Hot damn, my life is exciting!