I wonder if I knew what caused my downward mood spirals if I would be able to do anything about it. I should be starting my period in a few days. Or maybe it is lack of sleep. Or maybe it is thinking that I will never actually become and Licensed Practical Nurse because I have a severe learning disability in math and won’t likely be able to get the pre-requisite or maybe it is even if I do get the math under my belt is having no idea where the money is going going to come from. (The course is $18, 000.) Or maybe it is the moon or the air or the flow of the ocean. Or maybe it was a small curt comment made by someone that just annoyed me that I knew wasn’t true but when I denied the accusation that accuser just used it tofurther prove a point. You know the, “The lady doth protest too much, methinks.” Or maybe it is a bit of everything. I will go to bed early tonight and try not to get caught up in the “shit I have to do before bedtime”.
Some good news.
“An institutional dispute between the Supreme Court of Canada and the Conservative government reached a new plateau on Thursday after the court said medical-marijuana users have the right to consume the drug in ways other than smoking – such as cookies, lip balm or lozenges.” *source
Which means that it will be available to everyone who needs it. We are moving forward in some aspects.