Sometimes life really does make me postless. Besides being very, very tired today I don’t have much going on. Why I am extra tired today is beyond me. We have had some added stress the last few days with my upcoming biopsy and my husband finding out his biological mother had died after years of trying to find her. My step daughter is here for a couple nights because she decided last week that she is moving back to Alberta. It seems the province of BC has kicked her off welfare. My guess is she can go back on welfare in Alberta. It is one of those things that frustrates me to no end because she just doesn’t want to work. She takes from the system that is already strained under the people that desperately need to be on it. I know this because I see it everyday in my job. People that really can’t work because of illness and they are living in poverty that should not been seen in a industrialized country. It is taking me a long time to realize that nothing can be done about me wanting her to work. Anyway, none of this should be making me feel as tired as I am.
Today I had a break between clients at work so I stopped at the nursery and bought a bunch of bedding plants. I could take some pictures of what I did with all of them but again, I am just too bushed. Maybe tomorrow because I am really happy with how everything looks. Considering they are all on the scraggly side from just being transplanted they look pretty.
Maybe I am tired because the starlings are waking me up at 4 in the morning. Annoying as fuck those mean little bastards are. What is that bible scripture about a starling falling from a tree and God notices? He probably notices because he is glad that there is one less fucking starling to annoy everyone.
OK, my husband said the scripture was not about starling but sparrows. Whatever.
This is what I listen to x 50.
Starlings. Assholes of the bird world. Because every world has to have assholes.
Addendum – Our house guest was just in the bathroom for over 2 hours. *sigh*